Anxiety is something I have a lot of at various times. That probably would surprise most that know me because I do a great job of hiding it. How? I tend to do what I’m good at and avoid what I’m not good at! So I appear confident instead of full of anxiety.
I love my new job, and I’m great at most of it. But some things are of course new to me, and some of those are complicated. So far I have risen to each challenge as it comes, yet each time there is a lot of anxiety first. Am I good enough? Am I taking too long?
It seems like my anxieties are growing though. They seem to happen in more settings, and more frequently. And they seem to run deeper, and be more troubling. Am I just allowing myself to be in more diverse circumstances? Or is it something else?
The Spiritual Atheist 